super emo, pity party diary-type blog, read at own discretion

Ivan and i are over. He cheated on me. Have I written this blog before?

The thing that makes this one hard is how honest I was with him. How I told him how difficult it was for me to be in a relationship, how hard it is to open up, how long it takes me to say I love you. And apparently none of it mattered. None of it made a difference. It's just the same old shit one more time. I'm not sure what upsets me more, how blatantly he disregarded my feelings, or how common he turned out to be. Sometimes it seems like there is only one man in the whole world.

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